Well, that sucks!

Well, so the stall is offical.  I've been at the same weight now for 4weeks.  I went to the DR today and they said I have a stricture.  This is what is causing me to throw up. 

Ok, so this is how to describe it.  The connection to my pouch from my intestine is crempted.  So it's not letting the food pass through to get digested.  Well, if it sits in my pouch to long it has to come back up.  That's what it has been doing.

I'm going to be getting it fixed on Tuesday 28th.  I'll have my 'Nut visit on 30th and Blood work same day.  Go figure the Vampire needs blood again.

Alright, work is killing me.  My BUTT hurts...I swear I'm loosing padding back there and sitting all day just don't help. 

Christmas is here and we are going up to Sean's sisters.  We are also having Christmas when the kids come home on the 27th.  I can't wait!  I miss them alot.  I really don't think I can do the holidays with out them but I'm trying.  I cry alot but I love them and I know their father needs some time with them too.

Alright before I start crying again I'm going to go watch some TV.  Night

Holidays???? OH MY!!!!!

So the Holidays are upon us and what comes with them is FOOD.  Food is every where, parties, work, home; Baking, pies cookies, fudge, it's just every where!

I am baking.  I'm baking several cookies and most of them I'm using splenda.  This is to replace the sugar and hoping that it makes it so I can eat some. 

I've figured if I keep saying I CAN'T eat that then it's just going to be more tempting to do so.  So I desided that doing it in moderation it's ok.

On another note....I've been stalled still...it's sucking!  I have not lost a single pound since the start of december.  Here it is week 3 of the stall and I'm just getting upset.  I have also been throwing up more.  I can't seem to keep anything down.  I'm going to tell my Dr when I see him on the 23rd. 

Alright guys...I'm tired and I'm off to bed...

My Month surg-aversary!

Yes that is a real word because I typed it so it is! 

Ok, so my cycle came and it is so not fun....I've always cramped allot on some months but with my stomach cramping and everything else... ugh...

I have started to loose the weight I gained...only 3more pounds to go and I'll be back down to my lowest.

Ok, so what else is going on?  I went back to work!  I HATE IT!  OMG everything is wrong. 

I'll explain this...I was in a special department and didn't get on the phones (i work in a call center)....now they said "well since you were gone we don't need you so you get to go back to the phones."

Yeah that's what I said (what you said).  So now I'm grumpy and sad and trying to not cry too much.  (it's not working).

Alright, I'm off to make my tuna salad...it's what's making me eat....